It’s been a few months since I’ve written anything. My thoughts seem to be frozen. Standing still. No movement. Silent. Dormant. Why? What’s happened? Why has everything that was once racing through my brain suddenly come to a halt? Have I gotten to that stage I promised myself I would never reach? Acceptance. But, even if I have, why has my passion for writing mellowed out significantly? I don’t understand what has happened.
Several events have taken place over the past few months, many to write about; my birthday, Mothers Day, dreams, subtle messages, Joe’s birthday, Thanksgiving, grandkids’ birthdays. Each one directly connects to Joe, and yet nothing but so much of everything.
I love to write, but I absolutely love writing about Joe. There’s so much to say and share. I hope I come out of this brain freeze soon. That’s all I got tonight.
“If I can’t be close to you, I’ll settle for the ghost of you. I miss you more than life.” – JB